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Leave
03:08
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I had too much wine. Would you mind if I stayed the night? Tomorrow morning, I'll be out of your life except for conveniences from time to time.
If it's not right, then I swear that I'll make it right.
It's fine if you want to leave but please lock the front door when I'm still asleep. If you think this is what we need, then I'm fine with whatever you want to keep.
I left my keys back at home and I don't want to go back to sleeping alone. Would you mind if I didn't go? Would you mind if I didn't go?
If it's not time, then I swear that I'll find some time.
It's fine if you want to leave but please lock the front door when I'm still asleep. If you think this is what we need, then I'm fine with whatever you want to keep.
But, I don't know why I can't let you go. I think it stems from my fears of being alone. I spent this past year trying to grow and be better than that person that you used to know.
If it's not right, then I swear that I'll make it right. And if it's not time then I swear that I'll find some time.
Now, it's getting so hard to leave when I fucked up everything while you were asleep. Now, I think this is what we need. From here on out, I'll just let you be.
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Every Time
03:43
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These past three months will be the death of me, and I don't think that we'll ever fall asleep in the same bed. Can't get you out of my head. It's all be said. There is nothing left to mend.
Last night, you looked me in the eyes and told me all about how I ruined your life. But, I don't think that I can be the one to blame when you gave up every time.
Your old t-shirt just got the best of me. I know that you hated every time I'd sing. I can't listen to Blend. It's getting stuck in my head. It's all been said. This relationship is dead.
When you gave up every time.
Last night, you looked me in the eyes and told me all about how I ruined your life. But, I don't think that I can be the one to blame when you gave up every time.
It's time we looked at this again. We might just be better off as friends. But, I don't think I can blame you for coming back every single time.
But I don't think I can be the one to blame when you gave up every time. But I don't think that we can be the ones to blame when we gave up every time.
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Tide
02:36
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I took some time to settle down, a little bit longer to find myself. I gave up looking but I got found somewhere on some sacred grounds.
It looks like the tide is getting high. I want to call it off. I want to drink tonight. With these thoughts running through my mind, I'll get back home and get some sleep. I'll be alright.
It's been a struggle for a year now. It's left and right then up and down. I want to get better but I don't how. Get it together or I'll burn out.
It looks like the tide is getting high. I want to call it off. I want to drink tonight. With these thoughts running through my mind, I'll get back home and get some sleep. I'll be alright.
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I quit smoking and drinking to pass time on weekends. My friends thought that I died but I am still breathing. Sometimes I question if life has a meaning. Like is there a God, I don't know if I believe it.
Ignoring my phone, but I'm probably sleeping. I feel like my spine has started to weaken. My voice is so shot but I'll keep on singing. If you don't like it, fuck it. I'm leaving.
I spend my nights tossing and turning but I can't rollover. Why can't I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders?
I keep breaking down hoping that I'll break even. I've been running for so long that I'm huffing and wheezing. You've got some vices. I've got some demons. Every day my brain commits some treason.
I'll ruin my life. I don't need a reason. My mood changes more than does the seasons. My voice is so shot but I'll keep on singing. If you don't like it, fuck you. I'm leaving.
I quit smoking and drinking to pass time on weekends. My friends thought that I died but I am still breathing. Sometimes I question if life has a meaning. Like is there a God, I don't know if I believe it.
I spend my nights tossing and turning but I can't rollover. Why can't I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders?
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Memory
03:39
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I used to count down the days until I could see you again. Lost and longing are flooding my head. I've been sleeping on half of my bed pretending that the void was you instead but I couldn't be what you want me to be and now I just see you in my dreams.
I don't feel right when I'm not with you. Now, you're gone and there is nothing that I can do.
I never felt that way about anyone else. I loved you more than I could have loved myself. I couldn't be what you want me to be. Now, I'm nothing but a memory.
I haven't felt right since we left back home. I can't take another night alone. Please run back to me, and I'll sing you to sleep ever so softly.
I never felt that way about anyone else. I loved you more than I could have loved myself. I couldn't be what you want me to be. Now, I'm nothing but a memory.
Please run back to me, and I'll sing you to sleep ever so softly.
I never felt that way about anyone else. I loved you more than I could have loved myself. I couldn't be what you want me to be. Now, I'm nothing but a memory.
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Dreams
04:21
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I've been on my porch smoking a pack. Dwelling way too hard on the past. I'm preoccupied with what to do and what the fuck they're up to. I keep skipping over "the Best of Me" on "Say It Like You Mean It." I keep listening to "Safety Harbor" hoping it will help me to get better.
Everything makes me miss the burn, but I always tell myself "it could always be worse." But what is worse than constant hurt?
I still feel you in my dreams, I'll get over this eventually. It's time for us to change everything while I search for something that loves me.
I just had another panic attack wondering how long this will last. I am paralyzed and can barely move so what the fuck should I do? I keep skipping over "Be Easy" on that A Will Away EP. I keep listening to "In The Water" hoping it will help me to get better.
Everything makes me miss the burn, but I always tell myself "it could always be worse." But what is worse than constant hurt?
I still feel you in my dreams, I'll get over this eventually. It's time for us to change everything while I search for something that loves me.
I used to spend all my time wondering when I'd be fine but I was the selfish type and now you are out of my life. Now I keep myself awake at night so I don't risk seeing you on the other side. I'm so glad that you're out of my life.
I still feel you in my dreams, I'll get over this eventually. It's time for us to change everything while I search for something that loves me.
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Sad Son Charleston, South Carolina
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